我在异乡的夜半醒来， 看着完全陌生的窗外， 没有一盏熟悉的灯可以打开， 原来习惯是那么难改， 我在异乡的街道徘徊， 听着完全陌生的对白， 当初那么多的勇气让我离开， 我却连时差都调不回来， 我的夜晚是你的白天，当我思念时你正入眠， 戴的手表是你的时间， 回想着你疼爱我的脸， 我的夜晚是你的白天， 当你醒时我梦里相见， 只为了和你再见一面， 我会不分昼夜的想念， 我会不分昼夜的想念，我会不分昼夜的想念 。。。

06 Feb.2006 is one of normal day during a year but its became the most memorised date in my entire life. dodgy internet chatroom be used to describ as violent filthy dishonest public space but for me its bringing my true love. everyone knows skintbobby (my nick name in that chatroom) is a nauty nasty boy in Bliao English chatroom. i used to playing joke and making fun on aother innocent chatters.but it was a gal caught my attention and i hv had a huge curious on her.her name is Vera a common ordinary chinese gal who has sweet voice and most kinda personalities.we didn't talk too much in that chatroom but i just can't stop thinking of her after since.i added her MSN identity onto mine sort of keeping in touch w/ her.as long as we chat day by days that i found there r so many stuffs we hv in common and i felt very happy indeed whenever she come up chat to me. i been thinking of her everyday 24/7 she occupied whole space of my mind.time goes quickly i asked her come over to see me in my hometown shenyang city on 1st May.2006 and she agreed.she likes reading books,listening light music,eat potatos/green peppers//fruit/etc...  she is very romatic gal as well.in overall,she is the most pretty gal in my heart,i love her positive attitude and incredibly sense of humour. she brings huge happiness to me and she been really taking care of me too.if there is any tiny chance i will kneeling on the flour propose to her w/ bunch of red rose for sure.all my best wishes and love to my gal vera.i hope her wealthy happy successful too ......

being mature/Educated/rich definately bringing maximized happiness into last forever marriage regarding to latest updated survey in 2005. mature ppls r most attractive to another gender coz the way they act/talk/facial expression/ its just completely distictive to youngers , mature ppls more likely being trusted even they r foxy charactor ( horrendous but its minority of them ) . Fully Educated always sign of successful in ur future , ppls seeking help in watever aspects from Educated man coz they hv special ablities to comfort/advise/predict etc.../ just like a compass makes correct direction when u lost on in forest . ( undoubtable knowledge will be a perfect accompany during ur life ) . money could buy any tangible things u wanted , but in somehow ppls get shreded into little pieces by money too . yea, in another word u might call money is 'devil' . this devil hv both side in good or bad depend on how u handle it . one of tips on top of chart r never being greedy or obssessed by bad devil , trying to realising means of being rich , make benefits out from good side and never let it out of control from ur purified mind really . ( be aware devils r instinct man killers ) !! wel, its sounds complicated to manage mature/Educated/rich fairly well at same time but wishing human's Father blessing everyone has a remarkable trip on the journey of our short lifes !!  

Any professional job's description request previous experience or good communication skills or performing positive role in teamworks etc... for me personaly, the most importantly thing i rather to say is how confident u think u r !! ppls easily getting bad mood or aggressive temper under certain amounta stressful job , just gettting worse and worse due to lack of self confidence will affect ur performance on first date employed , its exactly up side down as wat u expected doing efficently works to impress either ur boss or colleague on that first day. now da Question turns into how to build up self confident successfully ? wel , its nothing u can do except often practising oral speech in front of others thinking u r best one standing on top of the world , repeatly telling self u used to do things better than anyone else does but not in a arrogant way i meant do not try to show off , its kind of scales how u adjust depend on how was ur past socialising experience really. confidents r everything , u will get alotta more benefits than u possiably thought if u handle it well. anyways here is my point ' watever u do whoever u r , confidents r first of first essential tool u need updating constantly . all the best to everyone who is promoting self by one of the most crucial elements of success --- self-confidents ' !!!

if i were a girl , here is fantasy of mine: im extremely sexual demonding female on my 25 yrs ages, friday nite always driven me raunchy and feels starving on sexual fuel injection,disappointly my hubby was away into business conference , instead of getting bored i phoned and hanging out with one of my best friend who led me poping into 'fire & heaven' voted finest local niteclub seeking for great funs, as soon as past entry check up i felt suddenly arrival to liberty paradise,it was foggy steamy dancing stage with millions lightening lights flashing everywhere, my whole body felt malting but totally aroused after half dozen pints largers , i noticed its a sexy guy sat few yards away starring at me for a long long time, after mins eyes contact he winked and invited me for a dance,impressively,he is the coolest and best dancer i hv ever met in my entire life, i just couldn't resist every touching from him i felt his perky bum rubbing against my crotch , i was completely out of control by bend him over on dance floor ,rip off his outfit into tiny pieces,his hands and fingers flowing everywhere on my body, we did every named sex position on planet finally he bumped his pressure into mine covered me by his cums, we end up with lying on floor like two wild dead animals. the day after i received a bunch of phone calls from local community, in overall i been banned from 'fire&heaven' for 4 weeks times due to inappropriats public behaviour !!  

time brought me back into happy childhood , it was so many children's fairy tales i been told by mummy's big book , grand innocent's childhood made me believeing every single story from fairy tales , everything was so colourful and perfectly wonderful , fairy tales was like spring rains brought me up strongly into second stage of life ,  teenager's experinces tempted me to dig turth out from those loving fair tales , but doubts just getting bigger and bigger as far as u digging underneath from wonderful fair tale's green islands , crying tears making a long long moon river by realising the whole island no exits door ever been created by young jesus christ , that's also a unique way how he did things in his own childhood . wat beautiful lies !! thanks to those animatly stories accompany n assist us past through most crucial time of ours . no excatly definations between truth and false but hv definations how u do judgy them both as an individual                                   

               

   一切随缘的生活总是那样的晶莹透澈 , 每一个短暂的人生都有他们共同的意义    


                                              开开心心的面对每一天 !!

 真正爱你的女孩,虽然嘴上讨厌你说她小笨笨,可心里却很高兴.

   真正爱你的女孩,在受委屈的时候总是第一个想到你.

   真正爱你的女孩,在你迟到的时候责怪你,不是真的骂你,而是珍惜每一次和你在一起.

   真正爱你的女孩,真的很小气,眼里容不下一颗沙粒.

   真正爱你的女孩,每次生气故作没有消气,只是想听你来哄自己.

   真正爱你的女孩,会陪你一起看你最喜欢的节目,即便是自己最讨厌滴.

   真正爱你的女孩,总是要你慢点吃,因为怕你会有胃病.

   真正爱你的女孩,会不厌其烦的规劝你戒烟,即便她知道这是不可能的事情.

   真正爱你的女孩,会陪你一起打游戏,无论是不是自己喜欢滴.

   真正爱你的女孩,会你收集你最喜欢的东西,因为只要你高兴.

enn...its time to renew my out-dated blog again,i hv no idears why ppls wrote so many stupid things on their dairy everyday , its just totally insane doesn't make any sense to others but waste of mins in short life time. anywayz i wish everybody dream comes true!

hei everybody,i'm setting up my own business with a friend of mine, our first shop will be openning in 2 weeks time,ooh yea  guess wat,i even laughing loudly on bed in da nite. cant wait any sec longer to be a own boss heh. fingers corss everything goes well on our business, we both willing  sacrify on it, watever it takes we must success , time for stand up being a real man .no defeat/loose in a real tough man dictionary. come on britain,bring it on, two chinese will make cash out from u fatty ppls chubby pockets,heh,God bless us , God bless Unite Kingdom !! big big smiles.

枫哥
 
不知道为什么，我直到现在还不愿相信，近两个月来发生在你身上的一切，每当看到你

写出来的信件，我才会回到了一个现实的世界里。我一直对知己说你一定会平安无事的，

因为对我来说，你是我世界上最尊敬的人之一，你也答应我无论发生什么都好，你不可放

弃你知己好吗？因为英国还有很多关心爱你的人每天在为你向上帝祈祷，你知己一定要调

整好心态，我们还会有机会的对吗？最近的确发上了一些很奇怪的事儿，好像是上天注定

的一样，可能是对我们的新的一次的挑战吧。请你放心，我一定会尽我最大努力去扶助

王姐，不会让你失望的，我一生从来没有发过誓，不过这次我想你保证，只要在我能力所

及下，不管怎样我都会尽力而为的。你每次写出来的信件都很乐观轻松，还要想办法来安

慰我们！我其实都知道的，并不是想你所说的那样，每当看完你的信，我的心其实都是

酸酸的，一种说不出来的滋味。还是那一句话：调整好知己的心态，我问还会有机会的

对吗？有时想想真的很怀念我们一起走过的风风雨雨，我一直都把你当成我的哥哥，

一个在英国最照顾我的亲哥哥！我不擅长口头讲话，不过我知道应该怎样用真心去交

一个一生一世的好朋友，我相信你也是的，对吗？你还记得你以前对我说，我们会一起

荣归故里，一起发展我们的事业，你不会改变注意的对吗？我相信你不会的！

枫哥，笑笑再让我拥抱你一下好吗？





                       望你保重，爱你的小悦儿!!
 
 
 

 
 

习惯自主自立的我已经从梦中醒来，一向独来独往的我已经改变了未来。昨天的我已经进入了历史的大书，its time 4 moving on,keep wat been good ditch wat been bad.突然的一个不成熟的想法，我决定创造属于我自己的未来。不在受人指使，不在受人监管，做一个自由飞翔天地间的小男孩儿。我的计划会immidately kick off 在这封信的完结。我不喜欢平凡的一生，我喜欢冒险的感觉，精神上/事业上/感情上
。不在理喻他人对我的看法，不在顾虑失败的痛楚。完成我的理想是我唯一的原动力。'u never know if u never try' come on,i believe that i could manage anything under jesus christ's guidence coz it will only help wise guy to success. winner belong to who gonna smile forever. no more buzzering coz action started rite here rite now....